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Monday, August 1, 2016

KJA and I

Here's a true story about jealousy.

I wrote BRAINEATER JONES in 2009.  Due to the vagaries of fate and the industry, it wasn't published until 2013.  I remember being very excited because I was going to burst onto the scene, the first person who had ever thought of combining the eminently combinable concepts of zombies and noir.  I was going to be a smash success, and more importantly, the first person to the trough with that concept.

Shortly after I had accepted my contract, I went to the bookstore and nearly had a heart attack.  There, sitting on the shelf, was a copy of the first book in Kevin J. Anderson's DAN SHAMBLE series, DEATH WARMED OVER.  It was clear as day: on the cover was a zombie in a trenchcoat holding a Midnight Special.

When my heart stopped palpitating I said to myself, "Okay, well, all is not lost, he probably didn't write it in first person, so I'm still good."  I opened up the first page and found it littered with "I's" and "me's."  Of course KJA had written his noir detective novel in the first person.  How else would one write such a thing?

I wandered off in a daze.  Son of a bitch!  I had struck while the iron was cold, ice cold.  If I had just pushed harder, gotten BRAINEATER on the shelves a little bit sooner, KJA wouldn't have beaten me to the punch.

For the next few months I was lurching through life like a coked-out idiot at the end of a Scorsese film.  I thought I had struck on an idea so brilliant, so original, that it would revamp the industry and make me a star.  Of course I did.  Everybody who's ever written a book thinks that.  And I began to curse the name of Kevin J. Anderson, despite the fact that he was one of my childhood idols and I had read all of his Star Wars books in middle school until the covers bent and split.  Who the hell did Kevin J. Anderson think he was, poaching my story idea?

I let it ruminate in me.  I let myself hate KJA.  I didn't mention Dan Shamble to anyone.  I didn't want to invite the comparison.  I wanted to pretend, if anyone ever brought it up, that I had come up with the idea first.  I had notes from 2009 proving it, didn't I?  So, whatever.  Let KJA's legbreakers and lawyers come after me.  What were they going to do?  Morally, I was correct.  Plus, I was the better writer.  Yeah, that's the ticket.  Maybe KJA had fans and money, but he couldn't write his way out of a paper bag.

In 2014 I attended Zenkaikon in Lancaster, PA and I met Jonathan Maberry.  And I gave Maberry a copy of BRAINEATER JONES.  He looked at me and he said, "You know who would like this?  Do you know Kevin J. Anderson?"

And I froze.  Yes.  Of course I did.  I had been seething with jealousy at Kevin J. Anderson for the better part of a year now.

"Oh, yeah," I said hollowly, "He wrote Dan Shamble, didn't he?"

Maberry nodded. 

"Yeah.  You should send him a copy.  I think he'd like it."

I felt about an inch tall.  That was when I realized KJA hadn't done anything to me.  Most likely he didn't know I even existed.  He had just published a book.  And I had published a book superficially similar to it.  They were different, after all.  Mine took place in the '30s and his featured mummies.  But the point was...of course we probably had more in common than different.  We had both thought that the idea of a zombie detective would be really cool.  We were probably really similar people, in fact.

So I went to my computer and I did the hardest thing I had ever had to do.  I swallowed my pride.  I tweeted KJA and I said that Jonathan Maberry thought he might like my book, and I'd love to send him a signed copy.  A part of me, that nasty green-eyed part, was even at that point still saying, "Well, see, I'll be the better man then when he says no!"

But you know what?  He didn't say, "No."  He said, "Oh, neat, that sounds cool, here's my PO box number."  And I sent him a copy of BRAINEATER JONES.

That alone would probably be a nice ending to the story.  I had learned my lesson about not being a stupid jerkoff to other authors, even if only in my head.  But there's a little more that bumps it up into morality tale territory. 

At the World Horror Convention in 2016, KJA was one of the guests of honor.  I hadn't forgotten about my year of being a seething asshole, but I had long since put it behind me and begun thinking of KJA as that guy I admired in middle school again.  So after the opening ceremonies I went up to introduce myself to him.

"Hi, Mr. Anderson, my name is Steve Kozeniewski..."

He stopped me, pointed at me, waggled his finger in my face.  He was trying to remember something.

"Oh, yeah, the long last name.  You really helped me out during a tough time in my life."

I must have blinked.  I hope I didn't do a double take.  I did what?

I asked him to explain.  He went on to say that he had, in the last few years, started a publishing company.  So in addition to writing, he was also reviewing what's called "slush" or unsolicited submissions for publication.  He had, during that time period, read and rejected a story about a skeleton private eye.  Then, after the DAN SHAMBLE series came out, the writer who had submitted the skeleton story had started kicking up a fuss, threatening to sue KJA and just generally hassling the poor man.

I must have blushed red as a tomato.  You know, in an alternate timeline, one where I'm a little more hotheaded and one where I hadn't met Jonathan Maberry at Zenkaikon, that weird raving lunatic would have been me.

You see, what I didn't know as a brand new author, and what this author from the slush pile apparently still doesn't know, is that you can't copyright or trademark ideas, and certainly not general concepts.  Otherwise I could've written "schoolboy wizard" on a napkin in 1998 and sued the piss out of J.K. Rowling.  Hell, the estate of Shakespeare could've sued Leonard Bernstein or Jesus could've come out of the clouds and sued Kazantzakis.

This slush author was making the argument that KJA had stolen the concept of an undead detective from him.  Which is ridiculous, because off the top of my head I can think of "Forever Knight" and "Angel" getting to the well before him.  And I had a moment of utter clarity.  They had gotten to the well before me, too.  Of course I hadn't come up with the damn idea.  I had just been caught up in the same zeitgeist as KJA, and we had both independently had the same thought.

But he went on.

"When I received your book in the mail it made me feel really good.  Because we had both had the same idea at the same time, but you weren't a jerk about it.  And I could say to that guy, 'Well, if you're going to sue me, you have to sue Kozeniewski, too.'"

There's a moral in here.  Maybe it's just "don't be jealous."  Maybe it's to remember that a rising tide lifts all boats, and authors hating on other authors is never a good thing.  Whatever the moral is, I'm glad I learned it early on in my career, so I don't become a crusty, bitter old jerk.  Besides, if anybody stole anything from anybody it was Brian Keene stealing the title of Jeff Strand's novel PRESSURE.


  1. Stephen,
    Hi. What a great story. That sounds like Kevin. Two things: First, I know Kevin J. Anderson and I can tell you he's one of the fairest, most down-to-earth A-list authors alive. He personally memorizes the names of every attendee of every Superstars of Writing Seminar he and Rebecca host. Second, if you feel inclined, please come to the seminar. It's held in Colorado Springs in February at the Antlers hotel. I've been twice, and every single person becomes part of the tribe. I can tell by your book covers you'll fit right in.
    Hope to see you,

    1. Hi Michael!

      You're absolutely right. We did a panel later and joked about stealing each other's work. I also attended Kevin's lecture on Eleven...oh I'm going to butcher's something like Eleven Tips to Success or something like that.

      Thanks for the invitation to Superstars of Writing! I just added it to my tentative schedule for next year. No promises, though. Colorado's a bit of a haul for me. :)

  2. Hi Stephen!

    Thanks for sharing your story. Stories like yours are such a valuable moment of affirmation for us writers. The self-doubt, the agony, the bile, the frustrations... it catches up with all of us from time to time. Like M. J. Carlson above (whom I know from the Superstars Writing Seminar [Hey Michael!]) I know Kevin Anderson personally, and the whole reason I know about this post is that Kevin shared it on Facebook. He gets it. He understands all of those fears and insecurities we authors have. And he knows that each time someone is willing to publicly step forward and say "Hey I have/had these dark thoughts, but this is how I got/am getting through them and this is what is happening now..." it makes us all stronger. It helps us all get through the night. Thanks again for sharing, Stephen. I had those same thoughts toward Brandon Mull. But I hadn't actually finished my book. Just the first couple of chapters. I stumbled across his book, read the first twenty pages, put his book down, cried a little, and never finished his book or mine. By the way, Brandon is a great guy, too. I may still go back and finish that book someday. That's why I never finished reading his. Maybe we both just had a really similar starting point...?

    I look forward to bumping into you one of these days so we can both be glad we didn't write each other's ideas.


    1. Hi, Sam! Thanks for the comment. That's actually really heartening. I was very much on the fence about writing this blogpost. It was laying my insecurities bare in a way I don't normally do, especially not in a public forum. But I was hoping it would help other people...especially with such a pleasant ending to the story. So I'm glad Kevin wasn't offended and especially that other people have gotten something out of it. Thanks!

  3. Great story! Now I have to look you up, and this because KJA shared your blig with me! Indeed all of FB

    1. Hi Emmett! That's great! Thanks. I hope you enjoy what you find. :)


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